infelicitous & ungrammatical

Well I’m still really hung up on Remus lupin but I gotta sleep, night

negativecos:

tal k to M E ABOUT REMUS LUPIN I HAVEN’T RPED HIM IN LIKE 3-5 YEARS I NEED HELP

Remus is tired and sore pretty much all the time and is usually trying to have a positive attitude about it, and sometimes doesn’t have the energy to maintain that. Remus is so, so grateful for friendship and school and warmth and love, and so, so aware that it could all go away in a second; is pretty sure that it’s just dumb luck or some kind of cosmic mistake that it was ever there in the first place. Remus doesn’t initiate hugs but will sag into them with his whole weight like he just can’t hold himself up anymore. Remus tries to get a good sniff of people who hug them, and usually berates himself for being creepy afterwards, especially if he catches himself doing it to girls. Remus does the schoolwork because he doesn’t want them to have any excuse to kick him out, and because it just seems to always take two or three hard read-throughs before anything can really stick in his brain. Remus is hyperaware of things like the weather, the wind direction and the humidity, and things like animals’ body language around him. Remus eats like he’ll never be full, and laughs like he’ll get caught. He likes cats, and he likes kids, and likes catching people doing each other small kindnesses.

i feel like this is also important to note: Remus will do anything to make people like them, it’s the safety net, people who like Remus will protect Remus, so Remus needs to keep their friends happy and content, and that has definitely in the past meant condoning really questionable shit because it was better than the alternative (being, in Remus’ mind, all their friends leaving and then being alone and having no one to take care of or protect them when they inevitably fucked up and got expelled or worse)

negativecos:

tal k to M E ABOUT REMUS LUPIN I HAVEN’T RPED HIM IN LIKE 3-5 YEARS I NEED HELP

Remus is tired and sore pretty much all the time and is usually trying to have a positive attitude about it, and sometimes doesn’t have the energy to maintain that. Remus is so, so grateful for friendship and school and warmth and love, and so, so aware that it could all go away in a second; is pretty sure that it’s just dumb luck or some kind of cosmic mistake that it was ever there in the first place. Remus doesn’t initiate hugs but will sag into them with his whole weight like he just can’t hold himself up anymore. Remus tries to get a good sniff of people who hug them, and usually berates himself for being creepy afterwards, especially if he catches himself doing it to girls. Remus does the schoolwork because he doesn’t want them to have any excuse to kick him out, and because it just seems to always take two or three hard read-throughs before anything can really stick in his brain. Remus is hyperaware of things like the weather, the wind direction and the humidity, and things like animals’ body language around him. Remus eats like he’ll never be full, and laughs like he’ll get caught. He likes cats, and he likes kids, and likes catching people doing each other small kindnesses.

upon rereading this i see i have accidentally given remus a them-pronoun and i’m really really happy about that

tal k to M E ABOUT REMUS LUPIN I HAVEN’T RPED HIM IN LIKE 3-5 YEARS I NEED HELP

Remus is tired and sore pretty much all the time and is usually trying to have a positive attitude about it, and sometimes doesn’t have the energy to maintain that. Remus is so, so grateful for friendship and school and warmth and love, and so, so aware that it could all go away in a second; is pretty sure that it’s just dumb luck or some kind of cosmic mistake that it was ever there in the first place. Remus doesn’t initiate hugs but will sag into them with his whole weight like he just can’t hold himself up anymore. Remus tries to get a good sniff of people who hug them, and usually berates himself for being creepy afterwards, especially if he catches himself doing it to girls. Remus does the schoolwork because he doesn’t want them to have any excuse to kick him out, and because it just seems to always take two or three hard read-throughs before anything can really stick in his brain. Remus is hyperaware of things like the weather, the wind direction and the humidity, and things like animals’ body language around him. Remus eats like he’ll never be full, and laughs like he’ll get caught. He likes cats, and he likes kids, and likes catching people doing each other small kindnesses.

i’m getting all excited about remus lupin 

negativecos:

condesces:

condesces:

remus lupin’s gender. discuss

Y’ALL I WAS LIKE “AGENDER LUPIN…………. NICE” BUT LIKE HALF OF MY CHARACTERS ARE AGENDER BECAUSE I DON’T GET GENDER SO I WAS LIKE NAW THAT CAN’T BE IT

AGENDER LUPIN???????? AGENDER LUPIN

i’m really happy w agender lupin

i’m also like 100% here for trans girl lupin

condesces:

condesces:

remus lupin’s gender. discuss

Y’ALL I WAS LIKE “AGENDER LUPIN…………. NICE” BUT LIKE HALF OF MY CHARACTERS ARE AGENDER BECAUSE I DON’T GET GENDER SO I WAS LIKE NAW THAT CAN’T BE IT

AGENDER LUPIN???????? AGENDER LUPIN

i’m really happy w agender lupin

condesces:

remus lupin’s gender. discuss

pay attention to me


A stunning high res photo of Saturn’s Moon Enceladus

A stunning high res photo of Saturn’s Moon Enceladus

oh wait whoops i forgot i had a sex drive 

bufotoxin:

i know being mentally ill (or otherwise disabled, but i’m speaking only from personal experience here) can make you feel like a really high-maintenance partner, and i know it can feel like you’re repetitive or self-absorbed or demanding or whatever, but i just wanna say: you deserve attention, and you deserve to talk about your problems, and you deserve to have your needs met, and the people in your life who love you understand these things. you are not a burden, you are a person who your loved ones have chosen to care about, and part of that means respecting that you have different needs than non-disabled people do. you’re good and important and you are not doing a bad thing by being yourself 

my interests

  • syntax
  • monsters that have a large outer layer of fluff so you can’t see all their awesome big teeth and claws but they’re in there somewhere
  • extremely sleepy mammals
  • ink on skin, or in skin, or near skin
  • extremely lazy mondays 
  • vehicles that are homes